life is intolerable

In moonlit nights
I see flowers,
feel the chillness of rivers,
and hear songs of birds,
at the valley of my soul.

I am a caged bird,
the bird, fear to leave the cage,
even though tempered with
broad  blue sky.

In childhood,
i had a sky,but lost,
when i grown up.

There have a star
in eastern horizon
I could see it
thru my study room window
But now the view blocked
with new houses.

I could
to identify her
from any crowd.
But here alone
identifying myself,
as in front of a mirror.
You were ,
 mere a image to the  mirror.

If all these are dream
to some one else.
if i found the person
do i awake him,
never i do.

life is intolerable,
intolerable as the moments
just before a ........

but hopes

All ways are
ends once at same place,
so we cannot,
not to meet again.

Midday sun
is so hot.
But not so hot
as my heart,
that burns my soul.

A wayfarer guided
with footprints,
lost the prints in midday.

A true love is
guide and light
to life.
but it lost
somewhere in past.

A ride in dark
not certain,
will get light of hopes?
as fresh light of dawn ,
not sure but hopes.

a little flower

A very little flower
with light violet colour,
In lawn among carpet grass.
A dew drop is enough
to cover the little flower.

My hand
did move to pluck it.
But smile of the flower stopped me.

I did touch her
with that care,
we keep to touch a fresh born baby.

Thus i knew
souls could speak
without sound and tongue.

featherless wings

I born
with wings .
As little no feathers
to fly.

In dreams
I saw feathery wings
as white clouds.

but sprouted feathers
are plucked.

Still
I have wings
but how could fly
with  that
featherless wings.

silence and stillness

Silence of spring makes mad me ,
springs meant for melodies so.

Stillness of death most dreadful one,
tomb seems as an eternal cell so.

life and labour

Life is for leisure,
not for labor.
But without labor,
couldn't meet leisure.

I fear ..

I fear to die
but not sure whether,
I fear to born.

as a kite

I want to glide
over land and water.
To enjoy the beauty of
blue and green .

Knot will break
once.

Before it break  I want ..